am scared. ia-announce na today sa team namin ung paglipat ko ng ibang team. haaay.
nalulungkot ako kasi maiiwan ko ung process na hawak ko.. ee baby ko yun.. so parang nakakalungkot lang. tsaka ung mga applications na araw araw kong kasama.
tas natatakot ako with what’s waiting for me pag lumipat na ako.
it’s scary sobra. and no one’s here to hold my hand and tell me things are gonna be okay, and that i made the right decision..

i feel so alone